I'm just here to lend a voice. To be a helping hand if possible. Just here to learn more about life and realize the reasons behind the actions of man.
Customize, illustrate, demonstrate my life to you. Explain my beliefs and opinions on certain matters. I speak the truth within my words. I would like everyone to see what I see, if that is even possible.
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I suppose all I’ll really be doing all night is writing. I have no idea what to do for entertainment right now. I wish it was easy for me to have fun, but its so hard to have a good time. I remember the point in my life when fun came to me. When I didn’t have to run after it all the time. Now everyone I’ve known and used to hang out with are either in college or just doesn’t want to hang out with me anymore.
I feel like I’m being left out of the fun in life right now. I know I could be having fun right now, but its not like anyone would actually be willing to call me, or just drop by like they used to. I wonder what happened. Its hard for me to be with others without a ride of my own. I can’t depend on my parents. I want to be dependent and do things on my own without the help of others.
Maybe I ask for too much. To actually have a life which I can live in? Am I really that boring? Even the one guy I used to hang out with the most for years has gone on his way and just forgot about me. I call, but its not like he wants to hang out with me. I feel like I’m just one of those people that he deems as boring. Ugh. I’m very thankful for the things I do have now, but I’d like to know when are things going to get better for me. I’ve been trying so hard, and all of my efforts seems to amount to nothing. I would like to see a glimmer of hope soon. So soon…
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