March 2012
Its so fun how my two Monster Hunting buddies invites me to a call on skype because they miss me, but then they are in their own world talking and I’m like -______-
It happens almost all the time, but its all good. lol
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whims-of-a-feminist replied to your post: I would love to actually talk with some of my…
:/ Maybe some people just don’t do well on the internet? Either way, I’m sorry. That’s gotta hurt u_u
Maybe so, I wouldn’t know really. It’d just be really nice to have a friend to talk with about certain things. I know I’m not the type to even talk about my problems with people, but...
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I would love to actually talk with some of my friends on fb, but I know for a fact that no one would ever respond to my IM. Its just sad to know that people intentionally ignore you all the time, especially when you consider them your friend. There are so many times that I believe I have no friends.
We can be all buddy, buddy in person, but over the internet people can be so much colder.
February 2012
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Sometimes I feel like I’m annoying. Just by talking with people sometimes. I feel like I’m annoying them. Like, they’re talking with me only because they don’t have anything else better to do, for if they did they wouldn’t even talk with me as much as they do when they’re bored. I feel so out of it right now. Like I’m losing everything.
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Help?
Is there anyone out there who'd here me out? Someone with a blog that specializes in just talking with people about whatever? I just feel like I don't have anyone to talk with about my problems and I'd really appreciate it if anyone would like to listen to me. : ]
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Wow…I just got a really bad feeling in my heart…I hate this so much…I hate this situation SOO MUCH!! I wish I had a way to cope with this pain in my heart…I wish I had some sort of help…this is just…I don’t know..
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It seems like right before something serious happens between a female and myself, I start writing songs and poetry depicting the end of a relationship. And I do this without actually knowing what’ll happen, but I always get a bad feeling. Pretty much all last week I had a bad feeling and all I wanted to do was talk with her. I know she says that its not me, but her, but I can’t help...
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My Relationship...
God… I feel so horrible right now. After 7, almost 8 months in a relationship with my girlfriend she’s talking about wanting to take a break right now… We’re still talking about it right, but it just hurts me so much… Just yesterday we were having such a great time, then she drops this on me today. I know it’ll be hard, but I’m just going to give her the...
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I guess I’ll be getting to sleep now. Sleep well people. :]
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I wonder how is it like to have everything you’ve ever wanted. To have the things you actually need in your life. To be blessed enough to the point that you’re able to see that one person you care for most. To be able to have a job and a vehicle. To be able to have a life. I just can’t help but feel the way I do. I feel so…Angry. I just wish I had someone to talk...
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I suppose all I’ll really be doing all night is writing. I have no idea what to do for entertainment right now. I wish it was easy for me to have fun, but its so hard to have a good time. I remember the point in my life when fun came to me. When I didn’t have to run after it all the time. Now everyone I’ve known and used to hang out with are either in college or just...
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Reassuring Love
I have a rush. A sensation which I cannot hold in any longer. I must be with you. Holding out for so long, everyday. Every night. I ponder over the thought of being with you. Of holding you in my arms each and every night. I can’t take the fact that I’m not there with you. To hold your hands through any and every ordeal. I don’t want you to feel alone. To feel like you have...
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It’d be nice to have someone to hang out with right now. I pretty much have no one to be with right now. Another wasted weekend. Bleh. :\
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I wish I wasn’t so bored right now. If only I could be with her as much as I want to, at least I could be slightly bored with her. Just wondering why she’s taking a while to text me back. :\
When someone calls me and then asks 'Who is...
chaystar:
NIGGA YOU CALLED ME
WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?
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Goodness, I am sleepy, so I guess I’m headed home to become a glutton and head to bed. Talk with you all tomorrow people.
Stay beautiful. ^_^
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Wow. I can’t believe how great the day is outside! It feels so wonderful out. How lucky I am to be alive right now. I feel so lucky to be able to breathe this day and appreciate the beauty it brings. ^____^
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Trust no one. Not your “best friends”. Not your “friends”. Not a single soul. In this world, anyone can turn on you. Anyone. That one person you trust most will use everything against you. All of those conversations and situations you’ve told them about, they will use it to their advantage to get at you. Don’t tell everyone everything about yourself, and you...
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Usually, once I get over sadness I just don’t care about anything else. I say, “Fuck the world and everyone in it.” But I can’t mean every word. I know this is another part of myself talking, but I have yet to accept my true self. I can’t come to grip, nor come to terms with myself and just accept the fact that I’m on the bottom of the food pyramid. I’m...
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And I Pretend to Look the Other Way
Feeling this horrible feeling coming over me…Must write to get it all out… Shrouded in such hate. Hate for myself. I’m afraid to sleep now. Afraid of the thought..Afraid of losing what’s so very close to me… I feel so helpless.. So useless.. Can someone please help me?? Put my life in perspective! Let me see the light!?! I hate this fear! Please move this fear away...